Sick!!

I'm pretty sure I am absolutely SICK at my stomach. Our computer crashed about 2 weeks ago - Steven had to erase EVERYTHING on our computer! We were unable to locate our 4G jump drive - so we were only able to save 1G of the stuff on our computer (pictures mainly) . Anyway, long story short -

I journal... a lot... about everything! Because I have so much to say from day to day, I do it on my computer (you see where this is going...) - and I'm pretty sure I don't have it backed- up anywhere (lesson learned) - so....

I lost the last 4 years of my life!!!! Everything documented, written down - from our courtship - to... EVERYTHING! Defining moments, God's words to me... all of it...

I think I'm going to be sick.